Enigma | small obstacle

bilik sejuk.

tengah hari, suam di luar.

otak meligat.

hati berputar.

sejak kebelakangan ini, jiwa aku terdehidrasi semangat. tak banyak, tapi jumlahnya sudah cukup menggetarkan. dan aku tahu, aku perlu isi balik. kalau tak, aku akan tenggelam dengan memori-memori yang pernah membabi hidup aku.

state of kegampangan, once upon a time.

tapi aku mesti isi dengan cara paling baik supaya masa depan, hati tak terluka. supaya semangat tak tertuang lagi.

"everytime i see your face, it makes me sad. it makes me chase, chase my love across the world, even though you're not it's taste.

simple. evil. i don't walk alone."

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kebetulan, putaran babyshambles berkumandang masa aku tulis ini. damn, mamat pete doherty ni brilliant betul, macam tahu je apa aku tengah hadapi! ayat dia buat aku sedih betul!

tapi satu bahagian, dia silap. aku tak sedih bila tengok mukanya. aku senyum. gembira. aku hargai kehadiran dia dalam hidup aku. dan dia adalah salah satu watak penting dalam hidup aku.

but you're right again, mr pete. cause i know, wherever you will go, i will go too, my friend. not physically, but with my soul and our unforgotten moments.

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don't make somebody a priority if they only make you an option. there are so many things to go. life is bigger than you.

i'll go by my own, with responsibility.

for the sake of future. for the sake of heart.

for the sake of you. us.